PALE DAWNS

Each day the sun rises, but only on the best of nights does it become a pale dawn. Pale Dawns, the story of my life. I am Kyle, but I refer to myself on this site as The Bloodletter. Everything on this site is 100% true, my real friends, my real aspects, my real life. Step into my world and get a taste of the undeath that I have to live through every night. I am The Bloodletter, I let others bleed as I taste their blood, their essence, their embodiment. I do not love everyone, generally I hate everyone. There are those I have as friends and then there is the gap in my blackened heart that I wish to eventually enchain to someone in which I can love. Allow me to introduce each of the key figures in my life, so I can more easily go on about the odyssey that it is.

I am Kyle, Daemonicus Bloodletter, God, Prince of Hell
Krow Bloodrayne, The Child of Gore, Christ, A True Vempyric Brother
Jenni, The Temptator, The Seductress, Mistress of Shadow
Gloria, Keeper of Demons, Guardian of the Daemongate
Jesus the Deviant Child, the Nameless, the Beater of Sounds
Deana, The Witch of The Unknown, Nocturnal Speaker of Ghosts
Kain, Wielder of The Forbidden, Advocate of Ways
Missy, Enducer of Thought, Guidelore Tourniquet
Ashley, The Angel, The Rebirth of Joy
Michael, The Man-Nun, God of Revealing, The Pantsless One
MattFace, Insanity in A Body, Trapper of Mortal Mice
Sierra, Mistress of the Grave, Keeper of the Burnt Scrolls
Stephanie, The Knowledge Bearer, Eyes of The Vempyre, My Temptress

My life never slows, every day is totally different then the last. Ever-going the day continues, full of enticing enchantment and mysticism. Some days are completely retched and make me want it all to end, but other days also make me believe there is heaven on earth. The mind can warp how you see the world, for better or worse, I suppose it all depends on what side of the grave I wake up on. I have only one purpose in life, and that is to find true love, someone who accepts me for who I am, inside and out. This is my purpose for being and breathing. I have had periods in my life where I was very depressed, even suicidal, but I survived, I thank many of the names I listed above for that. I do believe in love and romance, I also know what lust is, but I do not believe its right if it has no purpose other then momentary satisfaction. I go under the name Satanist, Anton Szandor Levay <founder of the Church of Satan and writer of The Satanic Bible>, was a very brilliant man. But he was indeed, just a man, so every word he ever spoke was not necessarily true, but I prefer the offensive name, Satanist, over Atheist. Atheist was the name given by Christians, to those who did not believe in their religion. Technically, Christians do believe that Buddhists and other members of religions other then Christianity also would be known as atheists, but they've disregarded that as they realized it was prejudice. I follow no God or Goddess yet my life is better then most of the Christians I know, so I guess their devil favors me. It makes no difference, this life is hell and it is heaven, it is what you make of it.

I live in one of the most boring, ungothic areas in the world, therefore its easy to taint. I vacation a lot, I hate it here. This is Indiana. Cows, corn, and hill-billy farmers. That's all we have here. Indeed, they are easy prey, but its not very exciting here at all. One must dream up his own devious schemes to have any fun. That's why my friends and I are here, we need something much wilder to do then tip cows over. How pathetic can people get, seriously. I like to travel around, its interesting how gothic subculture is different everywhere I go. Bondage rooms, rituals, clothing, and attitude are always slightly different.

Well how bout a quick bio on myself. My childhood sucked, then life was depressing, now its deviously fun and sinister. Good enough for you? It works for me.

My site, its 100% mine. I made the spinning sigil of baphomet, each of those buttons, all the pictures on this site are mine ( and my friends'), and every word on this site came straight from me unless I state otherwise. There are no copies or falsities here, so enjoy your stay in my dark world.

This site will be updated regularly, if you would like a more specific date you can email me and ask. This site only has what I was able to get in during the time provided, I do intend on eventually having pictures of all of my band and friends as soon as I have time to do so. In the Incarnate Gallery section I am adding profiles for my friends as I get together with them and put the finishing touches on their profiles they will be posted for your amusement. So check back soon, u know you want to!